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Nur Amalina Abdullah
12.05.1987
kodomodeska@hotmail.com

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♥sab.
♥shikin.
♥twin.
♥ili.
♥majidah.
♥jannah.

my blog nt dat ready yet lar.tired.will do it sumdae.hah.
p.s;love u shah.

happy bdae denise dahiyah!!whoohoo!!

Went over to denise house jus nw..had some bdae party over there..heh..u knw lar..small kids..lots of fwens come over n of course lotsa bdae present..envy her lar..hahha..also had some barbacue done along the corridor..was fun lar..very enjoying..gather with my family members..talk..,eat..,laugh..so took some pics n heres for u guys to hav a sneak at some of them..









p.s;been fighting wit him all wk.sorie.missing u lar dear.

working wit crazy ppl..was fun!!!

first of all...,my daes spent at imh was fun fun n lots of fun...!!bt a bit boring lar..hah.aniwei,was unhappy wit dis sumone.luckly nt same team sia.if nt can die!sain ar working wit her..she thinks shes so farking great..??!!muka mcm tapai basi!!hitam mcm pantat kuali!!watever ar eh to dat particular person..shes gona get it if she provoke me just another one more time..just one time ppl!im farking dead serious!!arghhh!!!!make my farking bld pressure go up sia!!matherfarker!cant u just mind ur own farking business!and ya dont ever sae dat ur gona get marry to bf or watever stuff u wana do wit ur bf..cause it doesnt make any sense to me n i dont ever wana hear shit bout u and ur bf.it justs bore me to death.i just got one question to ask u....;ur bf is still farking skuling rite????'so...,dont ever talk about marriage or watsoever!finish ur ns first larh boy...or shud i sae finish ur skul first lar..im nt being arrogant or im talking big here...bt den at least my bf had done wit his ns already..n nw working full time liao!hah!!or shd i sae i can even get married nw!hah!!take ur farking time lar ehk ..n ya..,dun talk bout opening a joint account wit ur bf..at least i give u about few more yrs lar ehk..or start talking 'u' 'i' first lar ehk..some ppl are just plain jelouse.may u hav bad luck thru out ur life.argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

enough of dat bitch!!aniwei....,miss him larh..erm...abit lar for nw..cause like everydae sia im meeting him seh..bt dun worry larh im nt even sick or tired of meeting him..nuthing much larh...as usual,eat,riding..n more riding.like having arse sore sia..ahahah!!ouh ya n to v.rossi n v.shira...;thanks for the treat the other dae!we love it!it was delicious until i was too fulled to talk!hah!next will b our treat aite...love u guys.tmr gt party larh at imh..looking forward for the celebration..may allah blessed u guys.

p.s;mish my gfs n baby boy..

whoohoo!dat was fun....!

had fun yesterdae wit sabby..hah!watched a movie together..GHOST TUNNEL..thanks ar sab for the horror movie.i 'love' it eh..was actuali told dat was a english horror movie bt den its was some japan hoeeoe movie!fark!it was quite scary ar!like the??!hah!bt manage to pull it thru!hah!sab sab!had mac donalds at marina square..guess wat ppl?yestedae mac donalds was awfool can!argh..!was so farking spicy sia!!both of us can not take it can..ahh!so decided to finished the chicken only n leave the patty on the tray..heh!i knw its unsightfool bt whu cares??hah!so overall hapi n enjoyed myself..n ya took onli a pic.no time ar..so till den..

p.s;im missing him.

attachment time..

i must sae dat i miss hym so much..sorie for the fight dat dae.wasnt intentional at all.i was moody n grumpy at dat point of time..even until nw..im sorie.i reali mis u n i reali do.i hav no one to talk to accept u.u r the onli one dat can confide in.bt nw ur drifting away frm me.i mean y?r u like bored of this relationship thingy?its up to u lar dear.i mean i alreadi sae im sorrie..

been to imh for the first 2 wks..ok lar i must sae..nt reali enjoying ar bt can adapt ar.bt theres one thing icant stand..THE PLACE RELI STINkS!!!!!!!!argh!!!cant stand the smell ar...its terible ar..wa lau!i mean of course larh its smelly.its the pts themselves whu wash the flooring..mopped the toilet..eeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!bluek!!!!!!!!!!!!!trust me..,i cant even eat at their locker room...argh!cant stand it!!even wen im at hm..,i can still smell the 'hancingness'!!!eeeee!!bt i must sae ar some of the pts are nice..i reali enjoyed their company..hehe!thanks uncle patrick for all ur singing..n oso the others ar..hah!didnt reali remember their name..ouh ya..,n the beautifool potrait of me done by kamsaini..heh.although it looked like amily the strange..hah!bt i still loike!hah!hope im able to stay on still at imh for another wk..speaking of nxt wk..,im all dae morning shift can!hw to wake up sai!terible terible....!hah!aniwie had sims training just nw..,19.1.07...was farking not enjoying the training can....!argh...!cause y??gt suppayiah!!n also phyllis!!two idiot lar..stupid mutherfarker..!i mean kile ok lar..i didnt get any scolding or watever bt stilll..,they make me into anaphalatic shock can!haahahha!!!!da lar...!enough bout them!mish sab lar..ahahha!(do i sounded lesbo???ahhaha!!)

p.s;hope things will go on well for us.i mish u.

my day was fine.





Today they had their bdae celebration..heh...dat was fun!...lets do it again...NO!SELFISH.....ehehhe....aniwei..ya lar...actuali all together its 4 ppl bade dis mth...bt the other one was shy lar to take pic..heh..guy wat..heh..so the small one...is denise dahiyah..turned 4yrs old dis 15JAn..the others..,not sure ar..hahah!ha pizza n ya lar..oso the bade cake...strawberry short cake pic..cute lar..heh..
till den...lazy to recalled my dae.love u ppl!muaks!

p.s;tmr start my attactmt oreadi..hmph...whoohhoo!!

im to blame.

its difficult for me to xlpain.i mean its nt intentional at all.i swear.i didnt mean to hurt him or anything like dat.i love him more than anything in dis world.even more than i treasure myself.i cared bout his feelings..n stuff like dat.im truely sorie for what ive done.wat u read was my past.nw is the present.n im dying to b wit u in the future.it was partly my fault.im sorie.i knw u wont b able to read my blog n understand hw i feel towards u nw.u oni get to read the old me.nw im serious bout u n never ever did i imagine dis dae would come.

u make me smile every single dae.never fails to brighten up my dae.ur voice itself will make me smile even though im crying at dat point of tyme.i dare nt sae dat 5yrs together is long enough for us.i knw dat even 10yrs of relationship could be shattered in just 1 dae.had a great tyme wit u all dis while.i dont considered us off.i knw u need tyme to think thru.im sorie for nt cuming clean wit u all dis while.tot dat it wont ever effect our relationship.i regret for things dat had happened.

i knw its nt easy for u to forget n just frogive me in a split second.it take time.for nw maybe its best dat we give tyme off to each other.shit happen.wat done cant b undone.i mean its 2005.nw its farking 2007.sorie dear for everything.wont blame u even if u have to leave me.im to blame.

p.s;u will always b my babyboy.

return of the msworld.hah.

comp is bk.baby is back frm k.l.two things that i cant live w/o.seriously.five daes was like shit.fuck u baby.dont u ever go away dat long aite.gona mish u badly.heh.aniwie 2dae had to accompany my dearest mum to k.k,for her endoscopy procedure.she was nervous like her.i understand.dun worry..hope the result is negative aite.i will always pray for u dear.went ther abt 1300hrs..straight register..den waited at the endoscopy suite..sounds like a hotel or sumthing uh?hehe..suite??haha!!aniweis,as usual my mum was like so farking scared dat she kept askin bout the procedure..hw farking shit wil i knw wat the doc gona do..although im so called a future nurse.hah!was her turn den..like finally..bout 15mins..den came out wit dat face of hers..her pain tolerence-0!!hah!so like ya lar..it was very painful for her..sorie u had to go thru all dis..its for ur own good..den the clark sae result on the 18th dis mth..so ya...wait again lor..no choice..pray hard its negative n nothing serious.insyallah.
den...,meet my baby!whoohoo!he fetch me at k.k..so didnt had my dinner wit my parents..went out wit baby instead.mish him larh.cant help it.as usual..,smells good..dress nice..love his sense of fashion larh.simple but nice.heh.so had some finger foods..went riding..n guess wat he bought for me at k.l???nt to xpect those things at all..!i swear!!!!!!!firstly..,he take out dis heart shape metal box..wit a gold ribbon on top of it...i swear i tot it was a choc..cause he sae so mah..im gullible mah!wa lau!den wen i opened it...it was a famous amos biscuits!!omg!!i reali reali love it!thanks huny!!cause he knws dat i wan dat famous amos biscuits like a long tyme...since we bought it for sab's bdae present..heh!!hah sab!!i oso got it lar!ahahhahah!!so...like ya..i tot dats it larh rite..heh..n i was quite envy him wen i saw dat new nike watch dat he bought at k.l..it was a imitation one bt i farking swear it looks like original.i swear..n guess wat ppl???he bought it for me also larh!!!!!!bt a bit smaller....heh!!was likely for ladies larh..i truely truely love it!!!it was so nice!!its a black digital nike watch..yipeee!!!new watch larh amal..cedebah!heh..thanks huny....thanks a million..love u so so much..n ya....bfore i end dis entry..wana wish me n baby a hapi 5yrs 7mth aniversary..may we be together always...just like wat we wished for every mth we celebrate our ani.may every mth u love me more.heh.love u.
p.s;cant wait to meet my gfs.love them to the bits!

erm..harlow ever1?
so hwa u guys been doin these hols?at hm?slacking?i tot so too....1mth is too long for us i guess...hahaah!to my gfs..had fun wit u guys on sab bdae dat dae..hahah!especiali wit dat weather uh?eheh...bt too bad za nt wit us..aniwei,mish my babyboy soo much!!!!haahahhaha!!!!!!erm...k larh nt so much ar...bt got mish ar..ahahah!!hes like farking far away sia frm me..like in k.l..haiz..promised to b back by dis wed bt den he prolonged the duration.argh!til fridae!n we gona miss celebrate our aniversary together.hopefully its a prank...just like wat my cuszy assumed..ahahah!finger crossed...*nuthings up latey..no been goin out since sab bdae..so quite bored ar..ask me out larh ppl...i wil b glad to go out wit u guys..hehehe..yoohoo!wheres sab eh??think shes lost uh...nt benn calling me seh..action ar..k lor fine lor...i will keep quiet lor at home..bluek!guess wat ppl?went to mos wit my babyboy larh!ahah!he was so cute...wit all that dance moves...im so in love wit him at that point of tyme.i mean like until nw also larh..we boggie all nite..hehe.till 4.45.haiz.,so tired..thanks dearie..we shall do again aite bfore my term start...thanks for everything aite dear.u knw wat i mean.so ya..mish u ppl..erm...n ya i passed my exams.whoohoo!!nt as wat i expected..bt ok lar.can still make it ar.nw im at starbucks wit my cuszy..using her laptop..thanks!heheeh!till den i shall b missing in acton again ppl!muaks to all!love u!